01 10 / 2012


When will it come?

When will the break that I long for bring forth and come alive?

I sit; I wait and say “what is next God?”

What are you waiting for? Am I not ready?

Have I not been broken enough? Is it because I am me?

Am I not who you want me to be?

What is it?


Why so much pain? So much heartache, How can I sustain?

Is it because I have such little faith?

 This thing I call life comes with so much strife.

Matthew 16:24 (KJV)

Then said Jesus unto HIS disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.

When we take up our cross, just as Jesus took up his, we are persecuted, talked down, spit on, kick while we are down and sometime abused (mentally), but Just like Jesus we overcome and are no Longer the tail but the head. We are considered conquers because even when we go through the troubles of this life, Jesus never leaves nor forsake us. I thank God for loving me, even when I am tormented by such thoughts and even when my faith is faulting.  Hes still faithful! <3

06 9 / 2012


Love: what does it mean to you?

10 8 / 2012


Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:30-31)

Life is hard. It beats us to a broken point, but you see what Isaiah prophesied??? Our strength will be renewed. “We will mount up with wings like eagles,” the strength and the endurance an eagle has to make it through long flights will also be ours, if we just continue to hope in the Lord.
He will give us longevity…

A lot of times I have gotten mad at God for allowing me to be broken and basically having nothing to show for in life but my son. But I remembered that God did not bring me this far to leave me.

He’s trusting me with these trials so that I may be molded into a Godly women.

And the vessel that he was making from clay was spoiled in the hand of the potter; so he made it over, reworking it into another vessel as it seemed good to the potter to make it (Jeremiah 18:4 AMP)

God is the potter and we are his clay and before we are formed into something that “seems good” we have to have every little lump broken and every hard thing( rocks) taken out of us!!

So I challenge you ladies, When ever persecution, hardship, battles, pain & humiliation comes. Do not get sad and defeated, sing unto the Lord, dance unto the Lord, and praise him for allowing your strength to become greater!!!!

Isn’t he good?????

Be encouraged!!

07 8 / 2012

Jesus rebuked the storm!!!

This morning did not go as planned so I called my Friend Shannon preparing to cry and complain with defeat, but God reminded me of Luke 8:22-25 and how JESUS stood and rebuked the wind and the raging waters ! Jesus said, “The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. (John 10:10 NIV) When situations rise, storms come or when Satan is threatening to take from you what’s rightfully yours , REMEMBER, God is for you and not against you. We just have to BE STILL, and PRAISE HIM through every situation and at the end, we will have the VICTORY!

When God is for you who can be against you?

07 6 / 2012

Fear: Nothing worth not living for.

The fear has set in

Dreading the changes that are to come

My heart pounds

My hands sweat

I think

I waste away in thoughts

Consumed by the evil ones

Then I hear him.

I hear him say “perfect love casteth out fear,

because fear hath punishment;(1 John 4:18)”

I remember fear is nothing

fear was made to be defeated

Created to be conquered

So I sit with reassurance I can do this

I discover, I will this!

What is fear to me?

Nothing worth not living for, that’s for sure!

25 3 / 2012